I can clearly remember saying things like "this is the last time" and "the is the very first day of a new life". And I can clearly remember failing time after time. No, no, I swear I'm not playing the victim. Of course I also remember experiencing amazing and bright moments, but most of the times it feels like I'm forever attached to bad feelings and thoughts. I try so hard to avoid them, but still they come to kiss me good night. Demons laugh while I cry. They rejoice as I lose interest and joy in doing what I should/used to love. Logically, I know life is not like this, but inside me nothing makes sense, almost everything is a just a waste of time (even feeling like this). I feel confused and lost.
I would throw a party, still it would not come. At no time at all.
You are the reason why I've been holding on for far too long.
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I hope that it alright. Love, Drica.
voei
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